My heart hurts for you Annie. God knows it's true. It also hurts for those who are the "beseeched". They, who have watched the endless requests for prayer from anons who have shared heart breaking experiences, either their own or those of a loved one. I have only been here a few months and have witnessed this far too many times to count. Just a few weeks ago a beautiful young boy Eli was lost to his parents.
A couple of months before that there was a gofundme for a precious 4 year old little girl who didn't make it. I feel sure with every story told there is a heaviness we will never understand that is experienced by those who are the "caretakers" of the Beds. I have been including them in my prayers also. They are tasked with a heavy responsibility. Is it possible shifting your focus to the daunting task they are faced with might possibly in turn shift your circumstances. I pray this message is received with the love and compassion it is sent with.
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