Jenn, I am so sorry for everything you've been going through. Sending you a hug and praying for you.
AU is a safe place. I have found family here.
My friends and family are stuck in the matrix too. They will still love me as long as we agree to disagree. The 'truth' is off limits.
Yeah...most of them are gone now.
My choice.
3 years ago, when I started researching, there was a lingering doubt that this truth I was uncovering was actually true. I was easily hurt - even manipulated by others I loved.
Now...there is zero doubt in my mind that this is really happening.
Zero.
I think you reflecting on everything is a good thing. That way, you are not bogged down by the opinions of others.
You are not crazy.
The world is.
But...when you are not reflecting, come here and lean on your family.
There is so much love and light here.
I love you.