Can relate & cry it out then dust off & keep going...what else is there?
Our hearts strongest desire is to be with Creator/Creation, as was intended with sovereign freedom. Plus, remember all the mental institutions from the early 1800's? They were all closed. Those people were waking up too & they had to silence them...the fact there are not many left is a marker! (some blended into hospitals wings & what does that tell us about health care real agenda)

It's encouraging to me to hear your story & read your post & feel the strength you show & remember we are stronger than ever & assistence has been here longer than we realize ...thanks for posting & encouraging us all to keep going.