I really admire those of you who are confident during this time. I've been trying for over 3 years now to get clarity, to not worry or fear...but I am who I am. One solid NOT coded confirmation would lift an elephant's worth of stress off my back. I have 2 draftable age boys. This may all be a show, but the consequences if it isn't are life altering. So yes, I'm waiting for one big arrest, blackout, solar flare, the fall of the MSM...any event that everyone has been talking, hinting, mapping out dates about, decoding until the decodes have decodes, misinformation creating a constant state of chaos, and reminders to discern. We are human. We have people we love and want to protect even while they are calling us crazy. We are alone but for an online community that are beautiful souls but make you question why they all believe conflicting things with such conviction that it boggles the mind. I've grounded myself, I've meditated, I've spoken to God. I have information, but not clarity.