Being awake to everything is quite refreshing, seeing acts that others do and knowing its all played out for a reason that they are yet to find out and yet to understand why. Seeing things unfold before your eyes with the insight to know what is happening is hard to explain to others.
Its like a book you have already read and re-reading it knowing what the next move is by the MSM and such. I wouldnt change it for anything, seeing through lies, deceptions and agenda's.
To think, 2 years ago i was part of that system and i was asked recently " Would you stay in the Matrix or leave?" The only reason id stay is to help others open up and see what is going on, to assist in there awakening.
Its the only reason i stay to be a light for others , to guide them.