Learning the "old ways." Healthy diet, *good* Rediscovering my connection to God and all that is good.
The more I try to have a better relationship with God and Jesus the more I've noticed attacks. Not from humans though, lately it's been shadow like figures.
I catch a glimpse and as fast as my eye is on it, it's gone. The trend has been, see figure, day or two later I'm really down and depressed.
The urge to slip into old habits is strong. It doesnt even feel like a conscious decsion its almost automatic.
Then I feel bad for failing and the cycle restarts. I'll break it, I have to. There's no other option.
Anyone else experience something similar?
Same here, you are not alone. God Bless
