Learning the "old ways." Healthy diet, *good* Rediscovering my connection to God and all that is good.
The more I try to have a better relationship with God and Jesus the more I've noticed attacks. Not from humans though, lately it's been shadow like figures.
I catch a glimpse and as fast as my eye is on it, it's gone. The trend has been, see figure, day or two later I'm really down and depressed.
The urge to slip into old habits is strong. It doesnt even feel like a conscious decsion its almost automatic.
Then I feel bad for failing and the cycle restarts. I'll break it, I have to. There's no other option.
Anyone else experience something similar?
"It is not a color we are fighting, it is pure evil, which has no color, yet, can cause a person, to see red." -Sal
...they, are now, showing up in my dreams.
Learning the "old ways." Healthy diet, *good* Rediscovering my connection to God and all that is good.
im sorry to hear that. It must be awful.
it is odd but we all know how to fight them ✨🕊✨
