I understand people's terror. My husband had a fatal form of cancer, bone marrow, my father died of brain cancer in the '70's. I just have never believed in western medicine. That was Dan's first critical error. If some part of you thinks that that system is set up for healing then maybe you can believe something else they tell you, like "Oh, you must have this experimental vax".
There are many nice, naive people that work in the system but the system is set up for their financial gain and our suffering and death. Find another way. Always another way.