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The worst was knowing this to be true and realizing how terrible things are and my husband thinking I was completely insane and basically in a cult for the first 1.5 years. He has come around little by little after that. During the worst of the ridicule, I said to myself....this is nothing compared to what Jesus had to bear.
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I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
Try 6 years of ridicule. I often wonder how many marriages are going to last.
I am recently remarried to father of my 5 children after years of horrible abuse.
I went thru "christian counseling" and the INDEPENDENT/ boundaries/ narcissist coaching for 7 years- it did not work for us.
In fact, all 5 of my kids have all left the faith-- in a cruel twist of fate related to the counseling.
Now, my only hope is that God- thru His grace- restores redeems and makes all things new: beauty from ashes.
I may sound "weak" -- but I don't care.
I want to believe in MY man- and my children loving God and experiencing life abundantly.
My prayer: Year of Elijah.
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I still believe in the goodness and generosity of the American people. I love my country and will always STAND for GOD, Family and Freedom.
Have you seen the movie War Room? I think you would like it. I just saw it and it was really good. I wish you all the best.
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Yes. I have.
I am taking book of NEHEMIAH, EZRA, EZEKIEL, MICAH and
James 5:19-20