Aloha
I hear you.
3 years ago, I had your same feelings about being alone.
I had to do the work , I had never been alone in my 66 year old life. EVER
Damn I think you are going to love it once you do the work.
It's kinda good to be by yourself, so you can focus on healing and making yourself stronger without feeling the need of someone.
Trust yourself. Create your new journey.
Maybe it's your time to experience this lesson.
You've got this!
Sending you prayers of love and strength.🙏🙏💗💓💞