As reading the old testament; and how tolerant God continued to be with Israel, falling short of Gods love and care, by continually rejecting his leadings, yet God continued to guide them.
I then realized we had become the same as Soddom, I instanly knew we had the same choice, if we kept our eyes on the Lord and quit following the ways of the evil one, in all we do plus stay from what we are being told is good in the eyes of the evil one instead of standing strong on what is good; the love of rhe Lord. prayer for discernment and faith in the power of God through Jesus along with knowledge from the Holy Spirit. I would say it wasnt a moment but several years of slowly learning. then found the Patriot Q group which confirmed all my heart had been feeling