I have had a long romp through the non-heterosexual landscape. Have seen a lot of human diversity that my conventional straight friends never get near. It’s a tough subject to write about. How do we deal with, for example, honestly saying you are same-sex attracted and discovering that we have been deliberately hormonally disrupted? A lot of Bible bashers come over as self-righteous bigots, who have never walked in the shoes of others or faced derision for simply wanting ordinary human closeness they are comfortable with. I am having a very hard rethink about how I got to where I am at. Grindr and Manhunt have brought deep problems by putting casual sex everywhere. The urge to define people with labels is dangerous. The LGBTQ ideology is not representative of the population it hijacks. None of the trans folk I know give a hoot about pronouns but do want basic respect and dignity for their individual jouneys and struggles. My data collection was costly. Need to use it wisely.
I believe that the people in power intentionally messed around with the sexuality and gender confusion of humans. I now believe that what's going on today is a division tactic and I hate that sexuality and race is being used. I do however hate what all of this is doing to innocent children who should be able to have an innocent childhood. We need to find out what the Elite have done and stop it. I am at the point where I personally don't care if a bomb drops in my backyard. This isn't the life I want. It seems to where I thought we were moving towards a world of love and compassion, first will take us through the land of confusion. I don't have the energy for any of this anymore. I have always treasured honesty and transparency in order to build trust. That's never come easy for me. The only person I ever had 100% trust in was my dad. Now, everywhere I turn trust is so much work now and it causes great anxiety. This world is messed up.
I always wish you peace & love Martin.
